SALE / WHAT'S GOING FOR ME

Grouchy. I keep thinking It must be because I have no time alone lately or at least don't make the time for myself anymore. I keep thinking I need to do something. Talked to Laura about a project in Rwanda her friend is involved in. Thinking of Africa reminds me of that awful book Tselane I read this last winter when I was really, really sick. I'm trying to ignore that association.

On the other hand

going to work is some kind of release for me lately; I feel relaxed to clock in because I only have to live within certain parameters for eight hours. I've been working at this company/store for long enough that it's fairly brainless work to me. I can even help out more than normal because I don't have to think about it and that makes everyone who needs me like me even more. Win-win? Probably.